This week’s topic is quite programming heavy, sorry to all non programmers 

yap
LISP stands for LISt Processing and was invented by John McCarthy, who was looking computation with symbols and recursive functions in the 1960s.
John McCarthy was the son of immigrant Communists (members of the CPUSA),
but after witnessing the failed counter-revolution in Prague in 1968,
he himself became a Republican
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A Lisp program consist of a few basic building blocks:
- Symbols - basically text without whitespace, for example:
+,hello123,if,nil, etc. - Numbers, Strings, etc.
- Cons cells - a Pair, denoted as
(cons 1 2)or dotted(1 . 2) - Lists - a linked list of Cons cells with the final element being the symbol
nil.(list 1 2 3)is the same as(1 . (2 . (3 . nil))).
As you may have noticed, cons and list are inside the parentheses, thats because a function call like f(x,y) is written instead as (f x y). This is called a Symbolic expression and all Lisp code looks like this.
(+ 1 (* 2 3) 4)
;; multiply 2 times 3 => (+ 1 6 4)
;; add 1 6 and 4 => 11
;; the names 'car' and 'cdr' are ancient relics from some assembly instructions
;; basically first and second element of a cons cell
;; or head and tail of a list
(car (cons 1 2)) ;; => 1
(cdr (cons 1 2)) ;; => 2
This in turn means that any code can be turned into a list, so that it can be modified like data. I think thats quite neat and unique among programming languages (it even has a fancy word: this property is called homoiconicity).
Functions that operate on code are called macros.
;; generate a function 'name' that adds 'value' to the input
(defmacro defun-adder (name value)
(list 'defun name (list 'x) (list '+ 'x value)))
(defun-adder plus5 5)
;; define the function plus5(x) as x + 5
;; => (defun plus5 (x) (+ x 5)))
(plus5 10) ;; => 15
To make sure the interpreter does not try to evaluate a symbol, it needs to be “quoted”.
Since this comes up quite often, it gets the shortcut of ' at the beginning.
Theyre much nicer to work with than for example macros in C:
#define PI 3.14159265
this C macro just searches and replaces the string PI in the C source code before compilation and theres lots of ways to mess up, for example
#define DOUBLE(x) x + x
if x is a function call that does something else, like printing,
then that message will appear twice.
Operator prescedence is also not considered: DOUBLE(1) * 3 will expand to 1 + 1 * 3, so 4 not 6 like one would expect.
The last thing I want to yap about is Lisp1 vs Lisp2. This refers to the amount of namespaces any programming language has. if functions and variables are allowed have same names, then there needs to be a namespace for each.
for example in CL:
(defvar x 1)
(defun x () (+ 1 1))
x ;; variable => 1
(x) ;; function call => 2
is perfectly fine, while in other languages like Python or C or Scheme this wouldnt work.
Shoutout to respected comrades lilypad and sodium_nitride who are also true Lisp patriots.
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Still glowing from the weekend. I had such a lovely time meeting with my bestie on saturday, spent all day yapping and nerding out and cuddling until we fell into that deeply relaxed stated between waking and sleeping coiled around each other like two kittens. It’s like that almost every time we meet, at some point she just puts away her glasses and we lean into each other and make anything but each other fade out. I still remember how she held me while i lay on her breast and she gave me head scritches, how soft her skin feels when i give her belly rubs until she meows, how gently she leans into me when i cradle her face in my hands and give her a little forehead kiss to say goodbye. I don’t think i’ve ever been this close with anybody, not even girlfriends i was with for several years. She’s such a wonderful, caring, thoughtful and inspiring woman and i’m so happy to have her in my life.
Then yesterday i went to play with my new Shadowrun group. We went on a new run and things got a bit out of hand, but it turns out that we can handle a firefight with 30 people in it in spite of our group not having any dedicated combat characters and the system being the crunchy monster that is Shadowrun 5th edition. But my fellow players are ridiculously organized and have played SR5 for ages, so we actually got through with that fight in half of yesterday’s session. One of the other players kept track of initiative, i kept flipping through the rulebook referencing weapon ranges and our GM made good use of the rules for streamlining rolls of large NPC groups, so that clusterfuck of a shootout was actually fun to play and felt tense and fast-paced.
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having shaved eyebrows is cool, but I might like having bleached brows better 🤔 realizing that I cant really replicate the bleached brows with no hairs… It really lights up the brow area. And drawn-on is cool, but i’m struggling to find a style that I like. Maybe for situations where a deep eyebrow really suits the lewk.
holy shit its him

if mao was alive to see that a bunch of terminally online liberals were referring to changing their domain name as “the long march” he’d kill every single one of us. embarrassing. Death to America
Banger tagline. Also remembering all the domain drama when we nearly lost hexbear.net

Fuck fuck fuck this election
Bolsonaro’s party (PL - Liberal Party) is winning literally everywhere, when they lose is to other right wingers.
Lula is
4%~2% behind Flávio, Renan Santos (Brazilian Hitler) is in 4th place with2,42,6 million votes (2.3%), it’smostly likellygoing into a second vote between only Lula and Flávio but it’s looking bleak.In my state (São Paulo) the highest voted Federal Deputy is Lucas Pavanato (PL -
2,73 million votes), his campaign has been exclusively about how trans people are bad, how trans kids don’t exist and how he’s gonna “end this clownery” (or something like that).Fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this
The only good thing this election is that comrades Jones Manoel (PSOL in a democratic filiation - 220,6k votes) and Humberto Matos (PCdoB - 39,8k) are really well right now.
EDIT: Jones, Humberto and Elias Jabbour are elected at least.
Part gender transition, part mid-life crisis
Can my brain pause figuring out stuff, I kinda don’t want to know why i’m messed up anymore
I want to leave this place and never see my family again
Doing my injection after this horrible evening
sex and dysphoria mention
There’s 2 types of sex. Sex were you actually feel pleasure, sex that you’re doing as a gender affirming ritual. My problem is that due to brainworms I really focus on the 2nd type of sex rather than the first time. Most of the time, horny is just not actually pleasurable. It’s just me thinking this makes me womanly. And that feeling goes away right after the horny activities and well, that becomes dysphoric.
There’s many factors going into what exactly makes me in 1 sex mode vs another. Stress is 100% a big factor. It turns off the pleasure part of sex, and leaves behind only empty gender validation.











