i hate seeing couples and i get upset when i get compliments and i hate my friends and i also hate my whole family too and i get into arguments and im not patient and i dont have any social skills and i dont conform to standards of appearance. i cant fucking get a job because everything needs a connection nowadays and i do not wanna Connect with anyone i just want to work and come home and be alone and free. i just behave enough to not in legal trouble and that should be enough.
I agree
fuck you
this image kills me
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If you think you’re a piece of shit, then you’re probably not actually a piece of shit.
Nah, there’s a good chance someone who calls themselves a piece of shit really is one, and people who self-flaggelate about being a piece of shit without doing anything to address the ways in which that is meaningfully true (I am emphatically not counting OP as this!) are insufferable assholes and usually attention-seeking pits of performative self-loathing.
I don’t think opiumfree is one of those people, they seem like a decent person to me, I’m just arguing against self-deprecation (and whatever fucked up form of self-pity it often is) qualifying as even a heuristic for someone being decent.
Thank you for saying this. In my experience, there is a direct correlation between how shitty someone is and how much they spout off all sorry like about how shitty they are.
You gotta talk about what you know 💩
Sounds like OP is embracing the true self without a mask. This is a decent approach IMO.
Nah, some people are just terrible and unpleasant to be around, but there’s benefits to that and it’s not like I’m forcing anyone to like me, or go out of my way to annoy people, so I don’t see what the big deal is.
It’s just tiresome to have to mask around people to perform these liberal rituals, just to earn my right to existence. And then people call me a terrible person for “playing” friendly with them, bruh I’m not the one who constructed this PR society. I’m just trying to survive ffs
Goddamn do I ever feel this post. Don’t be so hard on yourself, I’m certain you’re better than you describe. And even if you aren’t you absolutely deserve food a home and a dignified existence without having to waste your time and be psychologically tortured all day Fuck what this country does people who are just a little outside of the norm.
I get you, many times I just want a structured day and plenty of time to chill and play games all night.
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