i hate seeing couples and i get upset when i get compliments and i hate my friends and i also hate my whole family too and i get into arguments and im not patient and i dont have any social skills and i dont conform to standards of appearance. i cant fucking get a job because everything needs a connection nowadays and i do not wanna Connect with anyone i just want to work and come home and be alone and free. i just behave enough to not in legal trouble and that should be enough.
Goddamn do I ever feel this post. Don’t be so hard on yourself, I’m certain you’re better than you describe. And even if you aren’t you absolutely deserve food a home and a dignified existence without having to waste your time and be psychologically tortured all day Fuck what this country does people who are just a little outside of the norm.