2 years on HRT now babyyyyyy
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Since everyone is sharing, I’m at 5 months HRT, not that much has changed physically, I got a couple kilos, my thighs are thicker, my butt is a little bigger, I have smol tits now, I want them to grow, but I’m just waiting for now, I have to be patient. I think the biggest thing for me is that I actually enjoy being me. I feel comfortable in my skin, somewhat, there are still problems, but I’m actually able to look in the mirror, my hair loss basically stopped, comparing to before it feels like nothing and this was a big confidence boost. I’m excited for what’s next too, I’ve been wanting to start a new graduation (pharmaceutical science) motivated by all the curiosity I’ve got from this process too, I want to research trans healthcare and be an advocate for our rights in the fields of medical science.
I texted one of my friends about how I was a happy little lizard when I was basking on a rock in the sun after my run.
I feel bad about it because I dont think that message was remotely possible to make a reply to.
vaush is actually quite attractive ngl
It’s weird that breast growth was one of the things I was super nervous about liking when I was first figuring out I’m trans and now I just can’t wait for them. They’re like, noticeable enough for me but like, no one else could enjoy lol.
Why am I like this 😭
I warned yall. I said, oh soon enough you’ll be begging for them to be bigger. Every time a pre HRT trans girl says “oh but it might not be hideable” I always say youre gonna wish they were bigger before your first year HRT anniversary.
For me, I wasn’t worried about whether I could hide them at first. I just didn’t know if I wanted boobs at all. At first, I assumed I could probably tolerate them as long as they were small but they’d be annoying and I didn’t want to deal with SERMs. But I joined the “wished they were bigger” camp after they started growing. Finally just now getting to the point where I don’t think I’d be disappointed if they stopped growing (even though I still want them to continue growing) within the last couple weeks (2 year hrt anniversary was a couple months ago).
I experienced exactly the same thing lmao
Feeling dysphoric and told my cis friend I wanted to headbutt a belt sander. Forgot that sounds more concerning to someone who doesn’t get it
Got tacos for taco Tuesday and I’m so fat and happy
We have a responsibility to be as gay and annoying as possible
Listening to the latest Dan and Phil podcast ep and I really felt that. Hell yeah 😎
Being gayer and more annoying ma’am
Ugh I just feel terrible today and want to leave. Can’t wait to be done with this awful place.
If working full time somewhere is worse then this I actually won’t know what to do anymore.
Also fuck society
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new hazing ritual:
PATCH TEST & CONSULTATION: Please arrive for your patch test with full hair growth to all treatment area(s). This is to monitor your hair-loss journey. We will shave a small area to carry out the patch test on the day.
the last place never did this to me. how awful.
Weird, I didn’t have to do this. I just took before pictures so I could tell if it’s working (it is).
I’m 15 months on the HRT.
I’d already been lastering my body and taking finasteride for a couple of years so my hair was long and phenomenal. I started with pretty wide hips weirdly and I’d lost a lot of weight rowing.
I’ve been eating so much. So I’ve got decent breast growth. My breasts would be big on a smaller girl. My butt is coming in nicely. I gained an inches in height from confidence.
Skins been great. I’m losing the puppy fat ageless look but I look way different to before. Clocky but different.
Mentally it really helped.
This last spring was my 13th year hormonersary. Such an unreal thing to write, even more unreal to be a part of such a vibrant community here. Love you all
13th year
Holyyyyyyyyyy
13 years
Love you too CARCOSA. Hexbear admins have made this place one of the best on the internet. No small feat.
The following are the lineup of university assignments I have right now:
- Teach a machine how to think
- Investigate the secrets of glass by multiplying 2 light beams together
- Pretend to interview a classmate for a trucking job.
Coming up on 7 months on hrt (and 10 months off alcohol), and it’s unbelievable how much better my life is now compared to a year ago. I can work towards a future i couldn’t imagine before. I can exist without feeling fraudulent. And the physical changes have been a blessing, I feel so much more confident, even though not that much has occurred
I hit 1.5 years of HRT a little over a week ago! My tits are small but mighty and my ass looms ever larger. I’m so happy I figured my shit out. I’ve never been happier!
