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  • sodium_nitride [she/her, any]@hexbear.netEnglish
    5·
    1 个月前
    cw
    suicide

    I lived long enough just kill me already. No, i still don’t got the ovaries to do it myself. Fuck. Utterly dysphoric to the point where I don’t even feel like I deserve to be a woman.

    Haven’t I suffered enough? Isn’t this sufficient? So why can’t I just die in a car accident or something? Just something taking me out beyond my control. So everyone can go “oof yeah this was a tragedy but what can we do about bad luck” and move on. That’s the win-win scenario I get to die unafraid unknowingly, my brother gets to keep his innocence and my parents get their reputation intact. But it’s too convenient. Look at me constantly wishing for convenient scenarios.