Today didn’t go according to plan. To be honest, today was probably my worst day in quite a while. Lots of disappointment and lots of crying. Lots of bad thoughts.
I’m still here. Thankfully I did not hurt myself. I did cry the most I’ve cried in a long time. Don’t know if you can see in the photo, but I have almost like rashes under my eyes from rubbing away way too many tears. God I look bad up close tho 😂
Thank you everyone for your concern. Even though today really sucked, your kind words helped me feel much better. They warmed my heart and showed me that at least, I’m not completely alone in this world.
I’m still on my HRT journey, hoping that one day, I’ll feel better about all of myself. One day, I’ll look into the mirror and actually see a girl there. One day, I’ll take a quick selfie and actually admire it.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you guys, gals and nonbinary pals. You’re all awesome 🩷
Aww, thank you 🩷
I guess this Lemmy account somehow became my personal HRT journal.
Without the fear of someone I know finding me here, I’m really much comfortable talking about some stuff.
For better or for worse…
I do enjoy posting my experiences, even the really bad ones. I hope I can at least provide useful information to someone, even just one person. Probably not, but I’m not giving up! 😆
Anyway, thank you. You’re awesome!