Please consider this question, sleep on it, for 1/2 month ( or more ), & the answer is only important for you.

Who said that 1y is “THE” cycle of time required for your-unconscious-mind to get where it needs to get, before it can be in-relationship in YOUR right way?

Modern-world rejects natural-cycles, & pretends that numerology controls everything ( 1d, 1w, 1m, 1q, 1y )…

it doesn’t work that way.

Pregnancy’s usually 3/4y, right?

XOR 3-seasons…

Try 3y, for really honestly getting your unconscious-mind growing-up enough.

Or 7y.

or for some decades.

Don’t fixate on the symbol which “controls” the amount-of-time,

instead keep working on it, & let nature take nature’s own good time, to do it’s thing.

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There is a stage that minds go through…

where an ego becomes formed-into, or immersed-in, some CULTURAL “answer”, & it presumes that THAT answer, is ALL THE UNIVERSE’S answer…

Sometimes it’s “religion”, sometimes it’s some other fundamentalism.

Some go through it, others don’t.

Try getting Muslims to accept that “The Lord of ALL Worlds” isn’t revolving around an individual-human-religion??

won’t work.

That is THEIR phrase, btw: “The Lord of ALL Worlds”.

It makes it absolutely-clear that we aren’t the center that all revolves around, but they ignore it, because their assumption-habit orders them to ignore what they’re saying.

ALL religions do that.

Every Last One of them.

I’m including Existentialism, Physicalism, Antitheism, all of the Abrahamic religions, all of the Dharmic religions, Scientism, everything.

IF G-D/OriginOfAllSouls/AllAwakeSouls/Brahman/OceanOfBuddhas ( pick a label: they’re all approximate-identifiers, because obvously we’re the “mice in the maze”, compared with it, right? )

is OriginOfAllSouls, THEN … how could it possibly be limited-to our ethnic religions??

That will become … abundantly-obvious, in the next stage of the world, during the regional-consolidation stage preparatory to WW3 … as the closed-reality ideologies all try killing-off universalism.

Fundamentally, the religiousity of your friend is … they felt a lack, & now they’re “overfull”.

Cloyingly overfull, from your perspective.

Please read https://www.kobo.com/us/en/ebook/thinking-fast-and-slow

It is the ONLY book which gives understanding of what’s actually going-on in the world, right now:

Our animal-reacting-mind is trying to beat/break objectivity & correct-reasoning from the world, so that animal-reacting, with all its comforting “simplicity”, can own the world, & decide everything by … habit.

“System-1” as Kahneman & Tversky called it, the imprint->reaction system, is ideology/prejudice/“religion”/trained-expertise.

It’s all the same mechanism.

Lower-forebrain, if one meshes “Top Brain / Bottom Brain” with that book…

it is utterly-intolerant of correct-reasoning, objectivity, or worldview-consideration/change.

“System-2” is the objectivity & correct-reasoning & worldview-change system.

The research which discovered that programming is upper-forebrain backs that it is top-brain, too.

So, ALL ideologies are trying to eradicate correct-reasoning from all authority in the world.

Oh, it’s “sooo much comfier, when nobody’s violating our automatic belief!” … yeah, it’s “sooo much comfier” when we’re all herdbeasts, stampeding together, too, isn’t it??

That homogenous-culture-is-comforting current seems to be underlying ALOT of ideological-polarization, nowadays…

IF they “NEED” ideological overfullness, THEN … let them go.

Be open to their outgrowing it, but don’t snuff your health for sake of habit combined-with familiarity-with-them.

IF they “NEED” ideological-overfullness, … who says YOU do??

As Elisabeth Haich identified, one of the toughest lessons in human life, is learning that one has to outgrow a friend, or move on, when they won’t.

It isn’t narcissism, it is self-protection/health.

Another angle, is … why are they so frightened of objectivity? of correct-reasoning?

Because the don’t want to know that their religiosity is itself partly-made-up comforting.

Keeping the religiosity means they don’t have to experience objectivity, & therefore they don’t have to face objectivity, right?

Wishing you well, but if someone “NEEDS” to be immersed in a cult, let them go, & pray for them: let LivingSpirit rescue them when they allow their own rescuing.

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Please invest in https://www.kobo.com/us/en/ebook/nutrient-power-3

& understand that he … left out some key information, perhaps unconsciously to protect people’s dependency on paying him as their direct consultant…

He identifies a number of underlying biochemical-syndromes which have myriad effects…

He identifies that the people in prison have abnormally-high lead or cadmium, often ( & I mean abnormally-high compared with their siblings, so it isn’t environmental, it’s that their body is hoarding the stuff, and that it makes their-lives more prone to criminality/dysfunction ).

He identifies undermethylated-DNA disorder which underlies a set of conditions, including autism, & 1 type of schizophrenia…

it is treated by SAM-e, or Methionine.

He doesn’t explain that SAM-e needs to be enteric-coated, & got past one’s stomach, for it to be able to work.

So, when I did that experiment, I had to take SAM-e, with clear water, & wait until the nausea hit, and THEN I could have something for breakfast…

XOR I could take Methionine & not worry about any enteric-coating, or getting it past my stomach, for it to work…

( for scale: I’m an old male, about 75kg, & took 400mg SAM-e, which was sufficient, in the 2 times I did that experiment, & 500mg of methionine, which wasn’t sufficient, in the 2 times I did that experiment. So, depending on your biochemistry & mass, you may have to scale that down or up, IF you read the book & decide that that’s an experiment you’re needing to do )

The treating the undermethylated-DNA experiments all produced lack-of-stress, which I’d never experienced before.

They also removed my studying-drive.

Which … isn’t OK.

Now I know that I need Tahini in my diet, to get enough methionine into me, & wouldn’t have known that, before.

& if I ever need to take the edge off, get de-stressed, then that’s the supplement I’ll take.

Another underlying biochemical-syndrome he identified is pyrrol-disorder: what I called PTSD-RAGEs.

Just, for NO apparent reason, suddenly BAM: RAGE.

The treatment for the biochemical-error of that one, is:

Zinc, + Arachidonic-acid-precursor/Evening-Primrose-Oil, + P5P form of vitamin-B.

He states that our-kind’s biochemical error is wrongly-eradicating zinc, & the level of supplementation is … scary.

He wasn’t kidding.

When I did those experiments, it became obvious that I was needing 4x the Tolerable Upper Limit of zinc, to reach the right balance.

IE, I was requiring an amount of zinc that would outright-kill any normal properly-functioning human being, for me to experience healthy zinc/copper balance.

It was the only time in my life I ever experienced simple-happiness, just as a natural state ( did the experiment multiple times, same as with the undermethylated-DNA treatment experiment ).

So, now I know that I’m always on-edge, fighting to not let the PTSD-RAGE break me into becoming a guilty-criminal, & that ISN’T what simple-happiness is.

Dosages were, for scaling, 200mg/day of zinc ( again: that’ll outright kill any normal human, poisoning them, but it corrected my-body’s distortion: without that underlying-distortion, this dosage is evil ), taken as 50mg every 6h,

AND 2000mg of evening-primrose-oil,

AND whatever the Vitacost P5P pills are, they’re really-high-dose, I couldn’t take 2/day: that was poisonous, so 1x/day was what I stuck with.

Oh, & I discovered that Zinc Picolinate & Zinc Gluconate are the 2 to use:

You can actually use Zinc Citrate as a dangerous diagnostic, for pyrrol-disorder:

Simply get some suspected pyrrol-disorder person on the evening-primrose & P5P, but hold-back the zinc.

Then, when you’ve got them in a rubber-room for a few hours, give them zinc-citrate.

IF it shims-out some of the excess-copper their body is holding, flooding them with it, THEN the RAGE will be … too strong, beginning roughly 1/2h after they take the zinc-citrate, & lasting possibly a few hours.

IF that happens, THEN … there’s nothing else which will produce that result, so you can consider it to be fairly definitive a proof/diagnostic.

All this is just giving you the facts about what I was able to test, & to correct the … annoyingly left-out information from his book.

The overmethylated-DNA disorder was the hallucinations-one, & obviously I can’t be in it, because I’m in the opposite one…

( both overmethylated-DNA disorder & undermethylated-DNA disorder can produce depression, or schizophrenia, or other disorders, but all autistics are undermethylated )

Overmethylated-DNA was treated with a mixture of niacinimide & folate, no idea what dosages.

Anyways, PLEASE dig into that book, & IF you find it is correctly describing your condition, ONLY then consider doing whichever experiment it is that suits your biochemistry.

I’m a brain-injury survivor: it took decades to get good at fighting my way into approximating function.

All the “acceptable” people just made themselves into drugged psychiatric-zombies, like they wanted me doing.

Healing’s actually natural, when it’s underlying-distortions are corrected, properly…

That is ideologically-intolerable to Western medicine, but it’s true.

Healing is a natural capacity.

As for your friends, & their intolerance for people who’ve got slightly-malfunctioning-brains ( obviously, if they didn’t know before, it wasn’t deforming your behavior/nature/character in ways that forced them into knowing, was it? )

sigh

welcome to this world.

Where only “acceptable-condition” people are “valid”, in the “majority’s” eyes.

I can’t honestly offer you any comfort, re that category of treatment by acceptable-people.

Sorry.

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When Trump crosses the tippingpoint, & overthrows the constitution, turning the US into a rampaging dictatorship, you may need to … go no-contact with him.

Protect your life, even if it means severing relationships.

East Germany was an actual dystopia, crewed by many, & it was only 1 of many examples of our race’s attempts at perfecting ignorance/prejudice/institutionalized-hatred’s kingdom.

Please get ready to have the US turn into Civil War Part2.

I expect Trump to use the Insurrection-Act to overthrown the constitution, & to denaturalize all the non-Republicans, in the elegantest “coup” in history, then … well, everybody who isn’t Republican, then gets ICE’d, which is why he’s built them up in the 1st place…

the denaturalization-law & ICE are simply 2 parts of the SAME weapon.

There won’t be any reasoning with “the other side”, once that phase-change has happened: the 2 sides will simply deathmatch until there’s nothing left of the US, next-decade, sometime.

IOW the ever-accelerating escalation … is going to continue accelerating its escalation, until the phasechange/tippingpoint has been crossed.

Understand that once ALL non-Republicans are “illegals” … what your father will back ICE doing…

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https://www.kobo.com/us/en/ebook/ayurvedic-healing-a-comprehensive-guide

Please invest in that book, & do a simple experiment, using its ingredients-lists:

Find your metabolism/dosha ( probably Vata? )

Then make pairs of dishes where 1 is maximally pacifying of your metabolism/dosha & the other, of each pair, is maximally aggravating.

Sit down & spend time with that experiment-meal.

You may find the experience wonderful/horrifying.

I discovered, when I did that experiment, 1.5-decades ago, that every dish I was preparing was mixing ingredients harming-my-health with ingredients benefitting my health:

the recommendations like “lentils are self-inherently-good-for-everybody”, or “dairy is good for everybody”, etc, all are ideological, and NOT individual-biology evidence based.

Test EACH INGREDIENT, to discover which ingredients are OK for you.

& know that Frawley’s book is just a “starter” version of what probably helps your-life.

I’ve found that ALL other Ayurveda information I’ve encountered has been less-quality/integrity than his.

& I’ve also found that the ideological authority-based-medicine-which-identifies-as-“evidence-based”-medicine people are impervious to evidence.

https://www.nature.com/articles/nindia.2015.148 Genomic Evidence validates Ayurveda.

Do the experiment, & see what results you get.

IF the results are simply too spectacular for the ideological-prejudice to prevent you from relying on it?

THEN rely on it.

I do, in spite of medical-prejudice.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/?term=ayurveda

That is a medical-research database, where peer-reviewed papers are indexed:

See the nearly-9000 papers on Ayurveda?

That’s EVIDENCE.

Authority-based-medicine which “identifies” as “evidence-based-medicine”, which ideologically won’t tolerate that evidence to count, ISN’T evidence-based medicine.

( Dad was a medical-researcher, & doctor: he taught me to think, then he taught me what medical-prejudice means.

Mom was also a former medical-professional, & I learned medical-prejudice’s nature in a different way, from her.

I’ve had it with their entire-profession’s gaslighting. : )

See this article? https://www.edge.org/response-detail/25433

That became a chapter in a book, edited by John Brockman, the book’s name is “This Idea Must Die”.

Calling-out authority-based-medicine.

Not calling it gaslighting, as I do, but calling it out, openly.

It isn’t just me.

Anyways, the experiment ought give you MASSIVE leverage with your health, if you do it honestly, and you happen to be in a lopsided metabolism ( some aren’t ).

If so, then I hope you can turn that into whole-life improving, simply for the real-wealth that healing is.

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Devolution, here, gave the best wisdom+understanding of all the one’s who’ve spoken, that I can see.

I don’t match this-current-world, particularly.

My soul’s previous-human-life lived in a monastery, in the Himalays.

I didn’t know that for decades.

but kept trying to find my “home”…

The culture-difference between North American culture vs some Himalayan Buddhist monastery of centuries-ago…

it’s like everybody’s alien to what my “home” is, & I’m as “alien” to normals, as they are to me.

The reason this may matter, is simply that IF one finds one cannot tolerate the cultural-prejudice in one’s local population,

then it may mean one needs to be associating with some people of a different culture?

Different age, some people in old-folks’ homes are neat,

different religion, try finding a Sikh who has values you love, perhaps, as an honest friend…

or find historical men who had something in them that you value greatly, if you can.

Charles Darwin’s anti-slavery I admire, especially since it was in the midst of the empire doing the slaving: he had guts.

Martin Luther King, Jr… was incredible in what he improved, among our world.

I couldn’t have meshed with him at all, but what world-treasure he contributed, in his own way.

More & more & more I’m learning that EVERY person I find who looks like they could be a hero … all of them … were flawed in profound ways.

Which means they’re human, as I am, as others are…

Rooseveldt … seemed such a hero, until I read his vicious racism.

Churchill, too.

Newton doesn’t seem to have been a particularly awesome guy in many ways: scientifically awesome, but … not humanly…

More & more & more it’s only people like the Hindus Ramana Maharshi, or Ramakrishna Vivekananda, or the Buddhists who simply go on-retreat & … never return, … whom I’m finding to be the people I value, treasure, admire, & want to become more like.

The world & I are … incompatible, tbh.

& that’s fine.

I’ve certainly learned much more this-way than this-life ever could have, if it had been born into what it already-knew!

All this to say:

please search-out the exceptions, & earn relationship of some ( mental, e.g. ) kind.

I discovered, some years ago, that because I live more in books, that the minds I am holding to be my friends, are minds like Simon Sinek ( see his TED Talk, e.g. )…

Best-of-breed books of understandings.

Not normal-people.

Also, not the-whole-author, only the well-crafted/well-edited portion of them!

So, the minds I have been associating are NOT like what normal people spend time with, in cafes, in TV, in bars, etc…

which is why I evolve more ( the adamant intolerance I have for “me” is a goad, but without the better-frame-of-reference, that goad wouldn’t accomplish anything, but people evolve to match their context! Want to evolve more? Put your awareness in better-context! Simple rule, can’t understand why so many won’t use it… )…

& there’s this, too:

IF you ask LivingSpirit, with your whole meaning, & let it do its thing, THEN it’ll provide answer, eventually.

The trick to that is that one has to ask coherently, intentionally-meaning-it carefully, so one’s unconscious-mind doesn’t screw it up, one has to let-go & trust LivingSpirit to do its answering its-own-way, AND one has to let it happen at LivingSpirit’s soul-evolution pace, instead of holding-onto today-ego’s pace.

I’m not asking you to like, or even not-hate, men/males.

I’m asking you to find friends in good nonfiction-books, books made of honest thinking, & let that be part of your frame-of-reference, too.

Simply by including a set of people outside of the set who are in some way bullying your validity/worth/potential/opportunity… you can get healthier meaning/balance/frame-of-reference in your life.

For your-life’s sake, see?

Ah, if there’s a particular culture which has hurt/wounded/persecuted/harmed you, & it’s no-longer possible to engage them, because ANY engaging them opens all the old wounds…

get experiencing other cultures’ people, if you can.

You know the truth that “on the internet, nobody knows that you’re actually your grandmother’s poodle!”?

The cultures, including racist, that exist on the internet, aren’t dependent on skin-color: they’re cultures, not skin-colors/“races”.

That proved, decades ago, that racism is culture+identity and NOT rooted in appearances.

Appearances are only the “anchor” for the culture/identity.

Get away from the culture that harmed you, so you can heal.

Once I realized that it’s cultural-alienation which is the factionalizing-force among us, then it dawned on me that we need to be putting subsets of our culture out there to be including others into.

Imagine a world where some whites could spend Kwanzaa immersing themselves in understanding it, honestly, as a means of enriching their lives…

Imagine a world where some non-Lebanese could spend a couple weeks immersing themselves in Lebanese culture, & finding some things that each individual grows with, for making their humanness more whole…

Imagine a world where this kind of cultural-inclusive-sharing were normal, & it was just normal for people to eclectically absorb stuff from all sorts of cultures, from the tropics to the arctic, because that is just how we do things…

That would erase racism-prejudice, through a few generations…

The cultural-segregation amplifes prejudice, it seems.

& I mean that in all directions: male-culture’s prejudice/toxicity is multiplied by its segregation: if more males had the balls to intentionally experience+understand female-culture’s wealth/gifts, & take some of them back into male lives, then our world would be richer…

instead … male-bullying’s normal, to “protect” exclusive-maleness…

A few decades ago, I learned that in-relationship, one has many times as many realizations per day, as one does not-in-relationship.

I’ve also learned that frame-of-reference compatibility, & values-compatibility, are bedrock, & if you can’t match them with anyone, then … don’t get into relationship.

That can be true of entire-cultures, too.

There are multiple cultures which hold that physicalism, or ritual, or tradition, or authority, is the LORD, & it isn’t sane to hold any reality could ever question that axiom/assumption!!

& the more I avoid engaging them, the better.

If you’ve reached the point where a particular culture is only abuse of your-meaning… please consider getting away from that-culture, for your life’s sake?

May something in this be useful for you, or anyone.

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Understand this:

Whatever one’s current-condition, one changes/transforms through doing/committing/enacting/being.

Transformation takes time.

I guarantee you that no normal person who endures 1/2+ century of life is the same when they’re just finishing adolescence vs when they’re 4+ decades older.

MAKE your unconscious-mind become what you want you to be, if owning-your-meaning is important to you.

So long as you’re living anyways, one might as well, right?

( intentionally-evolving as the default-choice )

Pay attention to the frequency + aggression of the intrusive-thoughts ( just as a monitoring them thing, not letting them crowbar you through your engaging of them ), & see if there are particular people, or situations, which consistently make them worse.

It may be wise to avoid particular people.

There are 2 sides to that:

1. if your unconscious-mind is committed to harming someone you value, then it might concentrate on making it worse when they’re around: that indicates that your unconscious-mind needs more, & more-determined, enforcing against its ignorance-dominion games, in order to get it to learn to respect whom you value.

2. if your unconscious-mind’s violent/chaos is massively-amplified, in all directions, by the presence of a person/animal/whatever, then get in the ruthless habit of avoiding being in that something’s presence.

Also, the more vicious one’s unconscious-mind is, the purer the evil in it, then the more fundamentally-spiritual one has to become, in order to counter it.

Some people are beginning to understand that this-world is changing… but nobody’s understanding just what a whole-planet sentience-phase-change means.

Dig-in: your karma is going to be a controlling-force on your Soul’s/Continuum’s/ChildOfG-D’s/CellOfG-D’s eternity, so CAUSE it to improve.

Your-life is the “reaping” of what your-soul had previously “sowed”, same as everyone’s.

The fact that you chose to call-into-question the DarkTriad ( which we all have in us, to some degree or another, for all mundane humans ) in you indicates that you have interest in becoming more purely good.

Respect, cherish, & cultivate that, in you, & it will grow.

Perhaps haphazardly, for the 1st years, but as one grows “muscle” of one’s character, that muscle itself grows muscle: it’s a kind of snowballing effect.

Reject “fate”, & earn self-determination.

'tis a good Way.

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"Hypocrisy is the more-or-less conscious habit of saying one thing and doing another; projection is the mostly unconscious process of displacing one’s own unacceptable intentions onto other people’s presumed desires.

The emergence of guns as a potent political issue in the ‘60s should have told us what ICE’s free rein to shoot protesters is all about: not the rights of the citizen, but the prerogative of a specific faction to dominate when in power, and to lash out with violence when not. Conservatives were not about to concede gun rights to the Black Panthers then, nor to their political opponents now. At other times, as they fantasized that they were groaning under the monstrous tyranny of Clinton or Obama or Biden, they felt they were not merely entitled to carry firearms, but to use them. Inconvenient public safety issues like school shootings were either dismissed as false-flag operations or rationalized, as Charlie Kirk did, as the price “we” (meaning other people’s children) have to pay for “our” (meaning conservatives’) God-given rights.

One abiding characteristic of the right-wing personality is that when he is not dominating others, he feels persecuted. That explains LaPierre’s outbursts in the 1990s just as it explains the lies that Trump, Kristi Noem, Stephen Miller, et al., require to rationalize their abandonment of a conservative shibboleth now that they are in power.

Sixty years ago, political scientist Richard Hofstadter recognized this syndrome:

For pseudo-conservatism is among other things a disorder in relation to authority, characterized by an inability to find other modes for human relationship than those of more or less complete domination or submission. The pseudo-conservative always imagines himself to be dominated and imposed upon because he feels that he is not dominant and knows of no other way of interpreting his position."

Brilliant, that.

Another psychology-principle I’d never have noticed on my own.

Interesting: it seems likely to be produced by damaged-culture, specifically by toxic-masculine culture:

which fundamentally explains ONE HELL OF ALOT, doesn’t it?

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“beriberi” is malnutrition: it means literally “i cannot”.

You become … not very able to do what you need to do, to survive, on this kind of diet, fairly quickly.

Vegetables often contain oil, the problem is getting omega-3’s, which our bodies can’t make.

In the sea, it’s algae who’re producing it: then krill, then squid/fish/etc eat them…

some plants make it, some don’t…

olives are good, olive-oil, etc…

but anybody who’s eating squash is getting omega-6’s or 9’s, even though it seems non-intuitive.

Egg-bread & scrambled-eggs ( with a multivitamin every other day ) can get you FAR, ultra-cheap ( if you ever need to get through a month on nearly-nothing ).

( obviously this isn’t long-term, this is short-term-survival stuff )

add-in carrots, if you can.

A bit of broccoli makes a BIG difference in one’s health.

Do what you can to get some omega-3’s into you: our bodies can’t make them, & if our bodies have to make omega-6’s & omega-9’s, apparently they just run mitochondria backwards, to do it.

Even a tablespoon of olive-oil / day will help your body keep functioning.

“Before 2015, investment flows between the two countries were roughly balanced (depending on the year). Since then, Canadian policy has increasingly emphasized environmental and social goals over economic competitiveness—an area ripe for debate, but not without consequences for growth and productivity. Overly stringent regulations, especially in capital-intensive sectors, and higher marginal tax rates can lower the after-tax rate of return on investments and therefore lower the incentive to invest in the first place”

There is a fundamental problem, in the world:

IF it is more-profitable to butcher the world’s viability,

AND even-1-single-jurisdiction rigs all law to orient to doing that,

THEN … all other jurisdictions ought fall-into-line, in order to “remain competitive”, right?

Remember the wildfires??

That wasn’t “hoax”.

Notice how the LIMITS on weather are getting discarded, so that while the planetary average temperature climbs, the local temperatures can swing much harder, & the hurricanes are stronger & more-frequent, & the snowfall is massively-increased ( you simply don’t get much snow in -30C weather, but you get lots around freezing-temps ), & how we now have megadroughts & “atmospheric-rivers” drowning portions of the land??

Yes, it is true, that if even-1-jurisdiction has NO human-rights-laws, THEN money will concentrate there, to get work done, because it’s “more profitable”.

That is exactly human sociopathic parasitism’s nature.

Same with no-regs.

So, money claims that it MUST rule, that is inherent!

& since it must rule, then all such jurisdictions are the benchmarks for world-“management”.

That’s wrong-framing.

The ACTUAL correct answer, is to REQUIRE human-rights, in all our invesments.

Make it illegal for Canadians to invest in slave-operations, prison-labor, unpaid-labor, underpaid-labor, etc.

Make it so that MarketBasketMeasure income is the minwage required for ALL to be paid, in our economy & supply-chain.

it’s the costlier way to go, but putting civilrights front-&-center means it’s what we’re judging on, & it means it’s what we’re protecting in the world.

Others claim that money & anarchy have rights to butcher entire-populations, entire-regions/ecologies, entire-foodchains, poison entire health-regimes ( like de-regulating coal, with its mercury-poisoning problem ), for their narcissism’s lordhood/glory.

Pick 1.

Exactly as the root-guru of the Christians said: “you can’t have 2 gods: either orient to worldly-god or orient to real-G-D”.

The same is true of values.

IF butchering LivingWorth is valid, for … status, money, wealth, position, renoun, whatever, as the Epstein types do, THEN … why pretend otherwise?

IF LivingWorth outranks money, then make that law coherent & consistent, applying to all in our supply-chain & stop pretending that we only need to hold-to principles within specific rooms/jurisdictions, etc…

All of us butchered, XOR all of us having validity & rights.

That, fundamentally, is what gets sorted-out this-century, during The Great Filter.

See it for what it actually is!

It’s a war between PARADIGMS, & the “only the privileged lives matter” narcissism+sociopathy … has its endpoint: total extinguishment, with some national variant of “mass shootings” wiping-out everybody ( Putin & Netanyahu are demonstrating this against their own country’s viability, right-now, Trump will be proving it once his tippingpoint is crossed, & their Constitution is permanently-overthrown ).

EITHER civilrights are real, in which case they’re real throughout our entire supply-chain, XOR they aren’t real, in which case Peter Thiel & Musk are right.

Pick 1 paradigm, & understand that during the next-stage of this-world, the stage of regional-consolidation, hundreds-of-millions are going to die, settling that, deciding which countries are in which paradigm.

That stage won’t finish until the 2030’s, early or mid.

ALL the rest of this decade is going to be enmired in that civil-war between paradigms.

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Exactly:

That story about Soddom & Gomorrah…

The “Christians” pretend that if the 2 angels that the gang had intended to rape were FEMALE angels, then THAT wouldn’t have been a crime… it was gender, not raping-angels, that was the crime, rightttt???

Prejudice’s astoundingly indellible.

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You REALLY aren’t going to like the way things are, after the tippingpoint gets crossed, then:

I have been trying to communicate to people that actual-human-sacrifice-cult stuff is going to be open, then, & everybody keeps telling me I’m delusionally-overreacting.

Ghislaine apparently admits to murder in the Epstein files, & … that’s being ignored, so … if murder is “normal” & not-a-crime for the ruling-class, then … that tippingpoint is going to change the rules to be much more like Auschwitz, obviously…

NO rules: demon-law outright, if such a thing exists.

propaganda-sensationalism “journalism” with its platforming of gaslighting, & its calling-into-question of integrity, within falsifying-quotes, is every bit as complicit as oligarchy, in this railroading social-transformation.

Prep, if you can.

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Did Trump ever happen to be IN Kazakhstan?

It could simply have been them who recorded it…

You’re right, though: there seems little incentive to put a copy there, except for redundancy/protection of leverage…

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Please be kind to your health:

hotdogs are NOT food.

Eating hotdogs is like siphoning shit gas from random derelict lawnmowers, into your new car.

Consequences accumulate.

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Bill Cosby, fersure…

but there’s a musician called Paris, and I don’t know if he became horrible,

but he definitely seemed to have lost it, & gone over to the dark-side, at 1 point…

Black musician, switched from calling out shit to just pushing more darkness.

NOT like Disposable Heroes of Hiphoprisy, or the main guy from Public Enemy Number One, who ( that I know-of ) held-to positive/proactivity…

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paris_(rapper)

Actually, I think all ideologues go in the bin, now, in my view…

IF anyone pushes ideology instead of objectivity/correct-reasoning/evolving-worldview-to-match-evidence/spirituality, THEN … they’re just pushing their-own ideology’s totalitarianism, & not outgrowing ideology-the-category.

After the dictatorship-tippingpoint gets crossed by Trump, & the mass butchery of Civil War Part2 begins, then that’ll make more sense.

( :

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2 levers which work, but are likely nonobvious:

mindfulness-practice & HIIT fitness ( aim to bring it up to 24-minutes or so? )

The HIIT needs a bit of clarification, though:

do some high-intensity fitness, until your heart-rate is up around 85%, NO more than 90%, of your max heart-rate…

then put the kettlebell(s)/running/whatever down, & wait until your heart-rate is about 4/3 of your resting-rate, then go back into the intensity again…

it’s all heart-rate, and has NOTHING to do with seconds/reps/whatever.

If you’re ill from a cold, your heart-rate will tell you that your immersions are shorter, but no clock will, see?

Heart-rate’s adaptive.

Anyways, just do it so you’re finding your healing, NOT so you’re battering yourself into aversion-therapy, which … will only make you hate it, right?

Anyways, if you combine both of those levers, & accept that it takes 1-season/quarter for such to make noticeable-results, then you should find your health moving away from induced-anxiety-centrism, to something more enduringly good.

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I’m nearly 60, & have survived 3 waves of rather massive brain-injury ( autism in the 1970’s, literal brain-decimation in the 1980’s leaving me much-of-the-time catatonic, for years, & a 1000-ish cudgel-concussions trying to break will-to-live from my brain, in the last 1.5-decades ), & 7+ years of outright homelessness.

Frame-of-reference is everything.

We need to compare what we’re enduring with that the people in Ukraine, Palestine, or Sudan are enduring, & see that our whole ego-“world” is insignificant in the planet’s scheme of things.

& that so long as our G-D-given potential still lives, then our life can make BIG difference, to someone, somewhere, somehow, somewhen.

You aren’t gone, yet, are you?

If you aren’t gone yet, then you can still make-good in some measure, and evil will try to prevent that.

Partly, what I’m saying is that we have to have our souls/continuums, and NOT our egos, be our frame-of-reference

( my soul is still unconscious: so it got itself caught in a life-abuse-toy “life”, to “prove that that isn’t real”,

… the same as some addicts obliterate their lives to “prove that addiction is the LORD and life isn’t able to compete”…

I have wanted to embed a hammer in my soul’s face, for many years, now, to CAUSE it learning/growing-up.

But the ONLY way to cause a continuum/soul to experience actual-learning, is to earn that underlying-change, that eternity-scale learning, through enduring decades of life:

which means that the ONLY weapon I’ve got is forcing growing-up into my unconscious-mind, as completely as I can, as long as I can, & then …

… hopefully that soul won’t do the same thing to yet-another-life, in the future:

universe recycles souls: reincarnation.

I used to be Catholic, until I understood that the soul caught in “me” had lived multiple lives, before, & I’d experienced memories of some of those.

Since the Abrahamic religions disallow that, … they … don’t have the objective-truth that I need.

Since the only religions which DID match the evidence were Buddhism & Hinduism, I was forced to make my worldview fit what the evidence backed.

Since I can’t stand religiosity as an “answer”, that ruled-out Hinduism.

Etc.

IOW, Empiricism is exactly what I found that Buddha/AwakeSoul Gautama did, & what he provided us with.

I’m NOT pushing that; I’m ONLY giving context/frame-of-reference, for my reasoning, logic, & reactions.

IF one doesn’t understand WHY someone does something, then … how the hell can one understand what their intended-consequences are, right? )

Anyways, in my perspective, either I keep living, keep enduring all the retarded shit that my life is, until I succeed in breaking the wrongness that my soul/continuum enforced on this-life,

XOR … I’ll have accommodated it … onto future-lives, too.

Since I don’t want them being subject to the same retarded abuse-life I got caught in, therefore I have obligation to make the soul/continuum that obliterated my-life’s worth LEARN AND GROW UP, even if it costs me, ongoingly.

: )

So, as much as I may hate my life, much of the time,

& as much as I may spend much of my life wishing I had the guts to kill me …

… I’m glad I can keep making-difference, making-progress, even though it doesn’t look like much of anything ( health problems are all I manage to fight, & I study & learn, so there’s that ) … & the future will be better, not for me, but for whomever this soul/continuum gets caught-in, it’ll be better than it would have been, because I’m grinding-through the retarded karma that this-life got caught in.

( it is possible to experience little karma in a life, or much karma, or too-much.

There is a Buddhist prayer which goes something like:

“please let my-life experience as much of the adversity of my karma, as I can sanely bear, so that future-lives are released from that, for them to experience better fortune”

The root-guru of the Christians, benJoseph, gave the SAME concept, when he told his followers to face into their karma, to “take up their cross”.

To remap it into normal-life, an old trucker told me, once:

"the difference between young truckers & old truckers is simple:

young truckers believe everything will always work in their favor, so they party until the last-possible-second, & then go do the work, but that often means they fail, when things go wrong, & they blew their opportunity.

Old truckers, however, KNOW that shit goes wrong, so they MOVE, as soon as they can, & get progressing on the work, and if things go wrong, they probably still get the work done on time.

Work 1st, party later.

The young don’t understand that."

Anyways, it’s true at all scales:

your life isn’t finished, yet, so you CAN make-good on more of your potential than you have been doing, right?

The fact that you didn’t understand what opportunity you were wasting … so?

the past’s gone.

That’s only history, now.

You ONLY can change NOW & your-future: the past’s gone.

So, do you value your potential?

Enough to make it real?

Enough to make it survive?

Enough to cause it to happen?

Face into your karma, & make it happen.

Feel free to deem everything I say to be worthless, or nonvalid: many do: it’s normal.

But this I’ve found to be true, & maybe somebody, somewhere, will understand, & have harmonious-with-this perspective, & value the boost they get from seeing it plain in text.

: )

Salut, Namaste, & Kaizen, youngster: keep keeping getting-up.

PS:

People who fail a zillion times learn more than the privilege-idiots who have advantage handed to them on silver plates.

The stuff I’ve learned, that normal-life people never encounter, because they’ve never had to spend decades making their central-nervous-system approximate normal-level human function…

…unconscious-mind is much more herdbeast-like than people understand.

You have to be simple, plain, direct, forceful, & persistent with getting it working in right-direction…

& if your unconscious-mind is solidly-programmed to sabotage your-life, then you got work to do.

Addicts are in that boat, btw.

Find the support you need, & do it.

In both addictions & phobias, I think getting a good hypnotherapist to get into one’s unconscious-mind and ASK IT WHY it is doing what it is doing, might well be the most-effective-treatment available: unconscious-mind doesn’t generally understand that it can be seen to be doing what it’s doing!

Books, videos, friends, particular kinds of music, whatever, a garden, ANYthing: it’s the results that matter.

Stack-odds, & get making progress in owning YOUR life, because the unconsciousness-addiction/passtimes which have owned your-life, thus-far, seem to have robbed you, badly.

& why pretend that that’s somehow “your” fault!

You were born in infant into this world, right?

How the hell could that be a “fair” rigging?

You’re waking-up to responsibility-for-your-life NOW, so … accept that many never even get that far!!

I once worked with a guy who told me that in Iran, in a rally ( for the Shah? ), he suddenly woke-up, & … didn’t understand why he was in this group, shouting slogans, & shaking his fist with everybody, against … whatever.

He left.

He’d been born into programming, & woke-up in a rather life-threatening regime.

You are waking-up, to whatever degree, now.

Get pragmatic.

Get objective.

Invest in what you value.

KNOW, sort-out, work-out, what you value.

Discover what REALLY is in you, what YOU mean.

That likely will take decades, but too many never do it, only “getting along”, instead.

& giving-up is what evil wants you to do:

keep getting-up again, just as a means of getting in evil’s face.

shrug

maybe something in this’ll be good for you, I don’t know.

It’s here for anyone who wants it, though.

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Politics: IF the political-mechanism selects-for DarkTriad, putting that in authority,

THEN … it’s only going to make our world non-viable.

Eventually fatally.

Other criteria & selection is required, XOR humankind self-extinguishes, this-century: The Great Filter.

You can’t have a world-species be rampaging/tantruming for toddler-ego, through planetscaping industry & militaries, being ruled by DarkTriad in authority, without extinction being raised into maximal-likelihood.