So there’s no heart damage which is great. Ecocardiogram shows no issues either.
The results of the holter thing I wore that records my heartbeat for a day aren’t ready yet.
This is the point where I go “yeah cool I’m fine”.
And I’m going out tomorrow night to celebrate 🎉
Good news!
happy news 🫂
Great to hear!
Great news!
Cheers, DT peeps!! 🍾 🍻
Cheers Spinny 🍺
🍻🍻🍻
I might have a glass after dinner 🙂 still got some chores now but not much
then my weekend is free, free to do weekend chores like the garden and doing some woodwork furniture repairs/maintainance 😐
Cheers!
PHM - 4/5 Hobbits
I have been convinced to watch it despite my hesitation. Next weekend I think!
one of us 🙂
I think it was an interesting interpretation of the book. Not what I was expecting at all.
What did you think?
Last night I asked YL if she would like to tart me up a bit. She did my make-up so nice and natural I was beaming. She even gave me eyebrows. It’s the little things, guys.
blonde eyebrow club
one of us 🙂
I had miss seagoon show me what would look best for me, so I just do natural, no groucho marx eyebrows for me
She used this

She called it liquid eyebrow gel or something. I call it magic eyebrow poison.
I need a pencil and some mascara to colour my brow , no taming required, they are pretty good as is
The NYX butter gloss is really nice
Up at 4am stressed about today.
I find out the results of the ecocardiogram and the holter I’ve been wearing.
I’m getting tired of taking punches by myself.
I shouldn’t have to be more worried about my job than whether I’m likely to get a stroke in the foreseeable future.
/rant
Make sure you mention that when they go over the results as it will be a factor. Also you have been getting medical certs, right? They’ll cover your arse work-wise.
rest and try to rest your mind too 🫂
distraction is good 🙂
I need to find a better spot to hide the cat treats. The void has an impending Catnip Greenie problem, and has smashed a Lego set hunting them down.
I love the imagery of a void just smashing through lego for treats. I’ll bet it was fun!
He has great fun hunting bugs when allowed outside so demolishing a preying mantis is very much in character
At doc now. Will report back.
sending healing vibes 〰️〰️〰️
spoiler
Looking at Melbcat photos. She’s so beautiful. So many tail hugs and real hugs. A lot of cheeky moments. I wish I could hold her again.
😭
Got the insomnias so I’m playing some random horror game from itch.io. it’s actually pretty good, but it is a siren head game (siren head: resurrection by show_more) lol so it’s a monster we’re familiar with. Already got the monster to glitch out on stuff which is pretty funny, but it did lull me into a false sense of security with it’s behaviour and then changing it so I died ha.
Lucky I’m a gamer and save heaps so no real progress lost. I’m fixin’ to fuck up old mate.
Jesus, what a day. In the way home it turns out the rear tyre has been losing pressure independent of the collision, so the bike might be in better condition than first thought.
Rode to the bike store to drop it off, then went to the nearest pub to meet the family. It was fucking closed for renovation. Ended up going out to where I do trivia for dinner because we couldn’t get confirmation anywhere else was open or not packed. It was just a big day.
nothing is simple
world is getting too complicated
My past self apparently programmed a secret message into my spreadsheet to alert me when the leave dates I want are open to apply for. I do not remember doing this at all, but when I opened it today there was a bright red “APPLY FOR LEAVE” message waiting for me. I am incredibly impressed with my ingenuity.
good on past you 👍
About to walk into my xx-year school anniversary. I wish I’d become an assassin or something…
Edit. Not bad. Reconnected with one person who I realised I missed a lot. Main person I was hoping to see didn’t go, so that was a bummer.
I made it to the door of my 20th and bailed!
I went to my ten year one after a friend recommended it cos she reconnected with a bunch of friends at hers. Mine sucked. I reconnected with no one.
I never connected with anyone when I went to school so the possibility of a reconnection isn’t on the table.
When I reconnected with fellow highschoolers I realised just how fuckin’ lame they were and saw all of their red flags against how goddamn awesome my life is. It was eye opening.
Grosse point blank is one of my all time favourite movies. Just saying
Fuck it, tell em you all you did!
Does anyone here feel their age? Physically or mentally.
Nope. Never have. I think I’m chronologically challenged. Even as a child I felt I was a different age to the elapsed time record. This still applies. Though I do find that as age advances (I’m well over 60), that physical deterioration can be a bit of a reality check. Inside my head I’m still a teenager.
You definitely give that vibe honestly
It is my ambition to grow old disgracefully, or maybe gracelessly. Working on it.
You give mad timeless teenage energy, it’s freaking beautiful to witness!
You have such amazing energy, this matches up perfectly!
Mentally nope, physically… it’d like an entire new spine please. And knees. Maybe just do the whole lot.
Yeah, but, like, your hair. That’s all I have to say.
That isn’t skeletal 😺
Interesting question! Do I feel 48. I don’t know what what 48 is meant to feel like. I feel I’m at my peak now where I can concentrate on me and what I want going forward. Maybe I do come across as cocky but I don’t give a fuck. I prefer confident, strong and I’m gonna keep that as long as possible. 💪
I LOVE this. I don’t ever think you come across as cocky, but just confident and aware of who you are which I SOOOOO admire. I really respect your energy and spirit!! I genuinely hope you help feel others to feel confident and strong and own exactly who they are because honestly, you inspire me. Thank you for being exactly who you are!!
Yup
Oooh interesting!! In one or the other?
I’m starting to
What makes this so, question?
My watch says my fitness age is 33. At this point I think I’ve maybe accidentally upgraded the OS to something more supportive than accurate.
Know we will always support the answer you tell us!
It varies. In some aspects I feel really old, in others I feel like I’m behind and others have out-adulted me.
Interesting! How do you feel out adulted or left behind? What’s something that’s made you realise that fuck standards, you are SOOOO FUCKIN’ ahead?
I’ve felt about 30 y.o since I was 10. I’m now approaching 40 and feel the same
Okay, put approaching 40? Legit thought you had just barely passed 30. Get it boy!
Well I’m turning 36. Getting there!
When I’ve been drinking nope.
Do you feel older or younger?
Older :(
Mentally, definitely not. I’m perpetually 25. Im waiting to act like a grown up.
Physically, I’m doing ok because I’ve worked on my fitness levels in recent years. Still when I pull a muscle, it hurts harder and longer now.
I’ve gained a lot of weight but am aware of my limits and am working on them. No thanks to pulling a muscle getting out of bed but also know that to some extent it’s out of my power.
Surprisingly no poppies have err… popped up this year in the ol’ opium patch. Was worried they’d take over again. Last year was like 4 consecutive green bins full of those fuckers. I see one, I’m pulling it out.

I’d imagine that’d be at full tilt.
Today we are cleaning downpipes again.
Recently bought a 15m drain hose thing that attaches to the cheapo gerni thing. Did a few yesterday and the noise changed from ‘you need a laxative’ to ‘wtf did you eat last night gurgle’. I think that’s progress.
Woke up too early club checking in. Had a bad dream that woke me up. Also felt cold so have now put a blanket over the doona. Hopefully can snooze a bit more before morning. Think it’s time to swap to the winter doona next time I change the sheets.
















