I feel super hopeless, I know I posted here before but I feel like it just keeps getting worse.

  • @lightwave
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    311 months ago

    I’m sorry to hear that buddy, we all have those times. Don’t be too hard on yourself, it’s more important to take care of your wellbeing than being productive. Anything you manage to do for yourself is a success, if you need support and positive reinforcement we’re here for you! Love you

    • @skymtf@pricefield.orgOP
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      111 months ago

      I just feel like my life is pretty sad and I don’t think it will get better tbh, I spent most of life just me and it looks like that’s how it’s gonna stay. I rarely see friends in irl, my online friends I have short convos with cause they have actual lives unlike me. I am 21, I lack transportation, I stay at home 99.9% of the time, and I rarely even get out bed.

      • @some_guy
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        311 months ago

        Are you employed? That’s a step towards being able to change things by being able to pay for help. I agree that therapy (and possibly medication - I rely on both) will likely help. You might even feel a small boost from a sense of accomplishment and responsibility.

        I wish you could get the help without needing money, but if you’re in the US (you mentioned southern states), we don’t have the decency to care for you. Can you ask family member to help pay for mental healthcare?

        I’ve experienced some of the worst from depression at different times. It’s rough as hell. I wish you all the best in your recovery.