When I was 13 years old I did something very wrong. Back in the day in my middle school was fucked up trend: slaping girl’s asses. I didn’t have the courage to do it myself so when we had family reunion I decided to practice with my 5 years old cousin. When I was playing with her I slightly spanked her butt over the clothes multiple times. Then I continued with slightly pulling her pants down and then I slightly spanked. Once I had pulled so much that I saw her private parts and in that moment I had realized that I messed up. Since then I have never repeated such disgusting behaviour, yet my guilt and selfhate for this action has been slowly increasing.

Nowdays with my cousin I have good relationship, I sometimes help her out with school work. She doesn’t seem to be uncomfortable around me.

Am I a disgusting person?

    • xigoi
      121·
      10 months ago

      OP, please ignore this garbage take.

      • Risk@feddit.uk
        11·
        10 months ago

        TIL recommending professional help is a garbage take. Alrighty then.

        • xigoi
          1·
          10 months ago

          Didn’t you say you were not engaging with this thread any further?

          Getting professional help is quite the overreaction to remembering something stupid you did as a child.

    • otp@sh.itjust.works
      102·
      10 months ago

      Also, I won’t be engaging with this thread further. So please don’t attempt to reply.

      When you know you aren’t making a good argument