When I was 13 years old I did something very wrong. Back in the day in my middle school was fucked up trend: slaping girl’s asses. I didn’t have the courage to do it myself so when we had family reunion I decided to practice with my 5 years old cousin. When I was playing with her I slightly spanked her butt over the clothes multiple times. Then I continued with slightly pulling her pants down and then I slightly spanked. Once I had pulled so much that I saw her private parts and in that moment I had realized that I messed up. Since then I have never repeated such disgusting behaviour, yet my guilt and selfhate for this action has been slowly increasing.
Nowdays with my cousin I have good relationship, I sometimes help her out with school work. She doesn’t seem to be uncomfortable around me.
Am I a disgusting person?
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OP, please ignore this garbage take.
TIL recommending professional help is a garbage take. Alrighty then.
Didn’t you say you were not engaging with this thread any further?
Getting professional help is quite the overreaction to remembering something stupid you did as a child.
When you know you aren’t making a good argument
Now I wonder what the hell that comment said, it’s been erased.
Basically insulting OP and saying it’s messed up; chastising him and stuff. It was a big comment, too, lol
Hmm figures