I have a million things she said running through my mind. I think I have to write a letter.

Well, when we moved about a year ago there happened to be a daycare on the corner. My child was pretty scared of strangers so we started going over there together. The lady who ran it was a lovely 75 year old lady. She let me sit and hold him until he got comfortable. It took months. She never judged me. I was just there on Thursday and Friday. It was so nice to have her to talk to.

Yesterday we heard screaming and ran out to find her daughter hysterical. Her mom had passed in her sleep. I have not been great. I don’t really have a lot of friends here and my child really loved her. I did too.

So rough week for the family here.

The first three letters of this first and last name spell Isa Car. Is a car.

My husband has a four day weekend. We were surprised by a bunch of cows at the park nearby. We have had milkshakes two days in a row. My kid wakes up asking for them, so we have created a monster.

I mean the whole house shouldn’t rot from normal bathroom moisture and hopefully their attic is ventilated but for sure the mold problem isn’t going to go away from that solution. Some people don’t see mold as a problem because they aren’t sensitive or allergic to it themselves.

Since being on here I have seen more photos of what is going on. And that is great. We need to be informed. But Also, your kids whole world is so small to them and they need a present parent, right now. It doesn’t matter what is distracting you, try to bring yourself back to focusing on the task of tuning into them as much as you can. Who knows what positive influence that will have in the future, but it is something you can do to help the future world right now.

Ew, what a nightmare

And sometimes the old bathtubs, when the enamel is damaged, expose you to lead, so that’s fun.

My kid has a fever, he’s fine but we had plans to go see a friend and spent it home instead. That was nice too. I love being home. Haha.

He’s almost 2 and starting imaginative play. Today he pretended to feed me and also said don’t cry and patted me when I pretended to cry.

Ping me please :)

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A lot of the trees are flowering and there was a cool thunderstorm last night. They are fixing up the park nearby where I live. I can hear all the trucks clanking and birds chirping. It’s nice enough to have all the windows open.