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12 days agoThey know we can’t do anything to stop them.
Lurkmore [none/use name, comrade/them]
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Cake day: August 30th, 2025
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13·20 days agoI was wrong and I was lying to myself and everyone else. I’m sorry for wanting to be a part of your community and not fitting in. I think I need to try to accept myself as a person who deserves to exist before I can decide more about how I want that existence to look.
self harm
Tried to end my life unsuccessfully and spent over a week in the hospital. I might be okay being a guy, especially if I can just have the boundaries and restrictions to that lowered. I hate that being a man makes me a worse person. I know it’s gross or wrong or whatever but I do find tgirls really attractive, even if I’m not one.
I’m totally going to crash out.
spoiler
I’ll never be a girl.
I’m too fucked up. I’m too ugly. I’m too grotesque and horrible. I’m too masculine to be a girl.
I’m not a man. I don’t want to be a man.
I’ll never get to be a girl.
Nobody in my life supports this decision. It’s easier to imagine dying than being happy.
I don’t mean to come across like I ever thing anything negative about anyone else. I’m sorry if it seems that way. I could never hate or hurt any of you. I just have no empathy or understanding for myself. I’m sorry.
I booked my appointment and I’m really excited. I really want to be a girl I’m just so scared. If I could wake up tomorrow and I could change whatever I wanted I would be a girl. Everyday I would choose to be a girl. I’m just so scared to get there.
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How do I know I won’t be a disgusting freak as a girl? What if my proportions are all wrong? How do I know I won’t look even worse and like a monster? How do I know if I’m transitioning for the right reasons? What are those?
I’m sorry for being so confused. I want to make an appointment to start hrt, but I’m afraid I’m making a mistake.
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I haven’t had real friends in years.
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It’s chemical soup animated by electricity. Everything our bodies do is in response to some preceding event. You’re alive because of an unbroken chain of life stretching back to the simplest natural chemical reactions. It’s been a nonstop craving for energy and resources ever since then.
Humans give themselves far too much credit. Everything living on the planet is equally just as alive as any of us. We share a massive amount of genetic similarities to not just animals, but also plants and fungi. I’m not saying we should sacrifice a human life for that of a fly, but rather that, to the fly, it’s life is just as meaningful and important as ours. Our existence is barely a blip in the planets history.
The dinosaurs spent millions of years dominating the Earth. How can we say, in our measly 200,000, that we are Gods favorite and uniquely bestowed a soul? What right have we to claim to be so elevated above all other life on Earth? We eat, breathe, die, the same as everything else in this world. The passage of time is unavoidable. “My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings…”