(i forgot. Again. Only for three days though, hopefully it isn’t a big deal)
Not good, Bob. ._. If you are still a young whippersnapper, take care of your mental health, don’t be like me and let it get worse. This just snuck up on me. Now I can barely leave the house and electronic devices scare me. I am completely serious.
electronic devices scare me.
Is it the noise they make? Could it help to mute them all?
:( I wish you the absolute best. I hope one day you can overcome your fears :)
Doing okay.
Just picked up my cat’s ashes today, but also ate some pizza with my bf.
I did okay on my midterms. Got an 85%.
I’m sorry for your loss
Thank you. It’s been rough, but she’s finally back home.
She lived 18 years, despite a heart birth defect. Most cats don’t even live that long.
I’m sorry to hear about your cat. But congratulations on the midterms :)
Thank you. I was hard on myself, but the course was upfront that the exams would be challenging on purpose.
My understanding is that the grades are curved. I still feel bummed about the questions I missed, but from what I’ve heard from my classmates, I probably did relatively better even though I felt like I fell short.
The stuff I’m working on is too important for me to make mistakes, so I am especially hard on myself. I often feel like I’m the only one solving the problems that I am.
Mostly good, a bit mixed.
We had a falling out with a friend and it’s just caused my wife a lot of pain. We ended up cancelling a bunch of our plans and I’m kinda bummed about it.
Work has been good. I’m so happy I switched jobs — it’s challenging and rewarding, I’m way less stressed.
Had a good but heavy session of therapy this week, it was tough but cathartic. I still feel like my brain tries blocking out those sessions and I have a lot of trouble remembering them in detail.
I’m sorry to hear about your friend, i know how it feels to be cut off from someone you used to love. I’m still glad to hear about your job :D Yeah, i get therapy. I can’t really recall stuff in general, but therapy sessions feel like a complete blind spot for me.
Thanks, it was just a relationship that was only going one way. It sucks, but it is what it is, at least there’s no more hurt coming in.
I have a lot of issues with recall and memory, I think that has a lot to do with stress. Therapy can be stressful, but it’s kinda like going to the gym and exposing myself to these feelings so I’m getting better with them.
Eh, could really use a decent LLM counselor app to chat with that isn’t some freemium bait & switch or waifu BS, if I’m being honest. 🤦🏼♂️🤷🏼♂️😅
Wouldn’t we all 🫂
Well it’s not perfect, but you got us. Can vent here any time.