I want a place where I can be me. I want a place where I can talk about my feelings and not have any anxiety that it will be argued with. It is so alone having people around me that ignore me. They say they care and love me. Gaslighting. I’ve been told it’s annoying I keep complaining about the same thing over and over(eg them ignoring me). Just let it go (get over it).
I distinctly remember crying and wishing time and time again growing up “I want to go home” without knowing where it was. I never felt at “home”.
I’ll probably just have to leave it all behind and try a new beginning somewhere. I don’t have people.
I actually understand where you’re coming from. I broke contact to all my family a long time ago, best decision I could have made. I personally was really lucky to find people, mostly online but a few offline, like you describe.
This sounds about right.
I want a place where I can be me. I want a place where I can talk about my feelings and not have any anxiety that it will be argued with. It is so alone having people around me that ignore me. They say they care and love me. Gaslighting. I’ve been told it’s annoying I keep complaining about the same thing over and over(eg them ignoring me). Just let it go (get over it).
I distinctly remember crying and wishing time and time again growing up “I want to go home” without knowing where it was. I never felt at “home”.
I’ll probably just have to leave it all behind and try a new beginning somewhere. I don’t have people.
I actually understand where you’re coming from. I broke contact to all my family a long time ago, best decision I could have made. I personally was really lucky to find people, mostly online but a few offline, like you describe.