• @Rai@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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      9 months ago

      MDMA is the most euphoric I’ve ever felt. Just pure insane bliss.

      Weed just gives me intense anxiety.

        • @Rai@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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          329 months ago

          100% of the time I mention this, that’s the advice I’ve gotten. I have tried like 20 strains, edibles, oil, shatter, you name it. I used to smoke every day.

          Now no matter what I smoke, anxiety. Sometimes it’s just a little and I have a good time anyway. Sometimes I’m not getting enough air when I breathe and I’m going to pass out and everything I say is the dumbest thing anyone has ever said in history.

          Not worth the gamble anymore. I’m cool with rolling every few months and delicious delicious adderall. And too much beer, which is the worst habit one can have, honestly.

          • Piecemakers
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            79 months ago

            Hey, no offense meant, and I do apologize for the glib brevity there. Good on ya for avidly seeking solutions ✊🏽 Stay happy, find your best life! 🤗✨

            • @Rai@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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              79 months ago

              Oh you’re all good! I always expect to hear then when I mention the anxiety hahaha

              I still give it a go every so often. It’s always best when I can go be active in nature, and worst when I sit at home and try to do… anything or nothing.

              I miss how awesome it made some music, and getting to blasted I would watch a whole movie, love it, and forget it the next day. Double movie enjoyment!

              • Piecemakers
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                59 months ago

                I feel ya there, 100%! Frankly, I feel the same with psilocybin; active in the world, away from people and obvious aspects of civilization. Get out of my own head and up with the birds in the branches & clouds. 🤙🏼

          • @grysbok
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            9 months ago

            Silly nosy question: what do you get out of Adderall? I’m prescribed ADHD meds and don’t get any recreational benefit from it, so I’m just curious what I’m missing out on.

            • @Rai@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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              89 months ago

              Ask away!

              When I take adderall, I usually take 10mg or so. It makes me much more productive than I usually am. I have a giant list of projects that I want to do, but normally I just… don’t do them because of the effort involved.

              Or I start something and love it, then the next day I just kinda forget about it. It helps me make progress on my 1,000 Steam games I never play. I’ll actually sit down for a few hours and play a game, THE SAME GAME even.

              Last time I had some, I set up my mini server! She’s amazing. Next time I have some, I’m either going to reformat my main game computer, reformat the VR machine that’s been sitting in the living room for months and set that up, or learn UNRAID and set up my big server I have all of the parts and HDDs for. That’s been under the couch for like six months now.

              …when I write it out like that, I should prooooobably talk to a doctor.

              • @grysbok
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                9 months ago

                Sounds like you use it for about the same reason I do.

                Talk to a doctor! I found it much less stressful than I expected it to be. I started meds last year and my consult and check-ins have been all online. The biggest problem has been, ironically, remembering to take my meds constantly consistently.

                I’m a serial hobby-starter, but not a project-finisher.

            • @dangblingus@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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              39 months ago

              If you have ADHD, stimulants regulate you. If you don’t have ADHD, stimulants…stimulate you. Adderall is an amphetamine, so people without attention deficit disorders basically get a light meth high from it.

          • @Colour_me_triggered@lemm.ee
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            29 months ago

            Some budding PhD candidates in pharmaceutical botany downvoting you I see. But for what it’s worth you are absolutely correct.

    • newIdentity
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      29 months ago

      Cannabis is pretty lame and I hate hate the come up. It only makes me tired.

      To be fair: the MDMA come up is worse

      • @Daisyifyoudo@lemmy.world
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        29 months ago

        Not necessarily disagreeing with you, but nowadays there’s thousands of different types, and hundreds of different modes, and they all are reactively different.

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          9 months ago

          This guy never smoked, drank alcohol or drank anything with caffeine including green tee or cola

          Or they just called themself a loser which isn’t that uncommon