I’m scared to interact on Boost or lemmy or Mastodon or wherever the hell I am because I’m not good at socializing and I feel like my personality is just going to get me kicked off of this here new thing too …and I have honest to goodness PTSD from trying to socialize. I don’t know if I can do the cycle of socializing, kind of getting acquaintances or friends or people that don’t mind talking to me, slowly fading out, and then not having friends again , or people just not talking to me anymore and it’s really stressing me out and I don’t want to get kicked out of anywhere anymore and all I want is some friends and a community and reliability and I’m nothing but a shit show that bothers everyone around me thank you for listening to my ramble the end

  • cowboycrustation [he/him]M
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    3 months ago

    I feel ya. I have social anxiety too but it’s gotten better as the years have gone by. I hope you’ll give this place a chance. My experiences on here have been good.

    Also there are a lot of neurodivergent people on here (me included)

    • gimpchrist OP
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      33 months ago

      Lol well all I’ve got left is this so I’ll be here until I get booted haha thanks for writing back