I want to snuff out my own light today. I keep thinking of it, I can’t not. I keep playing this out in my dreams, bit I’ve been thinking of doing since I was a kid.

i needed to say this somewhere. It’s nothing personal op. I’m not okay right now.

I’m simultaneously exploding inside and completely empty. I can’t make myself do anything but lay here, but I want to stop the void. It feels like there a part of my brain that’s turned itself off and all I’m left with is the sad dark empty part that doesn’t produce any joy or meaning or drive.

I’m just fucked up right now. I hate me, I hate what I feel. I’m worried about me.

I’m changing meds, I think just need to make it a few more days, but man it isn’t easy. I really don’t feel okay.

These guys are my favourite characters in trek.

I would have it with them if they let me

Yeah because the tobacco, pain reliever, and social media industries clearly show how great and non predatory totally legal heroin would be.

I have faith of the sausage

Literally jumping the shark was a bit much.

Pull in the same direction?

We really just need to fund startups to use our research.

I had never seen the album artwork before, I like it

Gattaca here we come?

Jesus Christ.

And as soon as I saw that was on HN I knew it would be flagged and locked.

Do we know if/how some of these conditions were just accepted and dealt with in non western capitalist societies?

For examine Anxiety, which I have, probably does contribute positively to survival, but it doesn’t fit well with corporate work situations or school.

Gattica here we come.

I’ve never had a crush on a girl named Nicole

All we have to do is get them going in a circle

Well now I want ants.

Yeah, basically the same.

Running some DDL in big query and it suggested some fixes.

I also have my own ai system that does much better search and completion than Google’s, which is insane because it’s literally pulling from the information schema in big query.

He did much worse than mock us Canadians, he actually threatened/declared “economic warfare” against us.

Okay but you don’t have to turn everything into an acronym like Redditors and business people do, then pretend you’re smarter than everyone for knowing it.

The worst are corporate internal acronyms.

lol today I tried to resolve an issue with Gemini chat in Google cloud console.

It gave me advice that just hid an error, so technically the task succeeded but the results were garbage.

It was my mistake for trying.