

Don’t beat yourself up about being a coward. Not everyone needs to be willing to die. Most of us have more useful things to offer than our lives.
It not that those people don’t fear death, it is that they fear the continuation of the status quo even more and in some cases they know that their death will further their cause.
For many people being under the continuation of the white supremacist imperialist patriarchy is a fate is worse than death. Its a trade off and the less you have to gain and more you have to lose the less sense that makes.
There is always a risk of death and suffering in any moment. The risk rises when you decide to be a vocal advocate for opposition to the white supremacist imperialist patriarchy. The ending of that system decreases the chance of death and suffering moment to moment for most people.
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