This rly sucks, I think I’m withdrawing :(

Pharmacy is out until (possibly, they only give vague answers) well into next week, doctor’s office is closed for weekend so I can’t get them to transfer it, am just fucked until maybeee Monday if they ever respond to my voicemail. It took them a while to respond to me wanting to refill it at all, I guess I should’ve done it earlier

Is not as bad as cold turkeying antidepressants but I’m just a mess today (2nd day) :( Been in bed all day, feel badd

And somehow I feel guilty, like I don’t need this stuff to be functional, have these feelings bothering me especially when I’m trying to access my medication cuz I think it would ruin my month if the pharmacists told me I’m just a drug addict like I have heard happen to so many other ppl

Has been incredible life change since I got these meds a few months. I hope getting back on isn’t too roughh

Idk i guess im just making this to whine, i may delete

  • PaX [comrade/them, they/them]@hexbear.netOPEnglish
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    4 个月前

    Its sooo difficult getting on and staying on meds, especially if you’re honest like me and tell doctors about drug use :/ (I don’t recommend lol, I’m just rly bad at lying and keeping up lies)

    I did find a doctor recently who is cool and actually seems to listen to me which is nice. Before this person, I had someone who refused to prescribe stimulants, I tried all the other options and they didn’t do anything good for me, knew I had to find someone else when she suddenly “diagnosed” me as bipolar and wanted me to start on antipsychotics (??)

    Since I got on stimulants it has been genuinely kinda life-changing lol. And ironically, but not unexpectedly tbh, my desire to use other drugs is at an all-time low hehe

    Rly hope you can figure it out soon <3 I finally got my meds today thankfully

    Btw, have never been officially diagnosed besides ADHD but I’m pretty sure I also have the double “curse” if you mean AuDHD lol. Idk, these days I’m okay with it even, I don’t think of it as a curse usually anymore. Like, it has benefits in creative work I think lol, is just a nice way to live sometimes idk